Post by remus on Jul 13, 2012 15:37:05 GMT -5
Last night had been a nightmare, as usual, but it seemed almost worse than every other month in his life. For some unknown reason, Remus found it more difficult to keep control of himself. He had taken the wolfsbane potion, just like he did every other month, and he made sure to drink every single drop. It was something that he was very paranoid about, so he made sure to drink every bit of the potion that he was given because he couldn’t bear the thought of possibly attacking and hurting someone.
Remus was painfully aware that many werewolves didn’t even bother with the potion and many, like his young friend, Vincent, had a bad habit of forgetting to take their potions on time. He had lectured that boy time and time again, but goodness knew that he needed a keeper. How Remus wished that Vincent would be more careful!
Remus was growing more and more paranoid about the full moons and the wolfsbane potion the more he thought about it. Last night, there was little difference in taking the potion and if he had not taken it. Honestly, he had been taking that potion for nearly thirty years, could it be possible that he was developing some sort of immunity to it?
His stomach tightened at the mere thought of it. If he was developing an immunity to the wolfsbane potion…there would be no other option for him. Remus would have to resort to locking himself in a room , like back before the wolfsbane potion was even invented. He remembered those days clearly and he did not want to return to them…but he would, of course, if there was no other choice.
He winced and grabbed a low hanging branch to help himself to his feet. Taking a look around him, he quickly realized where he was: the Forbidden Forest. How he had gotten there, he wasn’t quite sure. Something may have happened last night when the potion weakened and he had lost control of his own mind. This thought certainly didn’t make him feel any better about…anything.
Remus got to his feet and glanced down at himself. His clothes were pretty badly torn, so he pulled out his wand and waved it a himself, causing the major rips to be repaired. There was really nothing he could do about the small ones. He winced at every movement, but did his best to ignore it. The main thing was to get somewhere safe.
He was fairly deep into the forest, so he gripped his wand tightly, prepared for anything that might attack him. There was a light sound of a twig being snapped, so he turned around. “Hello?