Post by Deleted on Jan 4, 2013 20:49:51 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 400px; background-color: #343434; padding:20px; border-top: 10px #b6999a solid; border-bottom: 10px #b6999a solid;] repair your broken wings ( WORDS ) 958 ( TAGGED ) HARRY, HERMY, RON More than once, Ginny had thought to consult Neville about fanged geranium in the hopes that he would assist her in writing her essay. Instead, she found herself in the library on Saturday scanning through the various books related to Herbology. All of their spines were in decent condition, showing minor rips and tears here and there. It was obvious Herbology had been, in the past, a relatively decent subject to study, though Ginny could hardly find the appeal. She preferred more magical subjects, including Charms and Defense Against the Dark Arts. Though, due to Hagrid, Care of Magical Creatures hadn’t been bad. Running her finger across the titles of the various books before her, Ginny found herself abandoning her work for more immediate thoughts – namely, Harry . . . and also Hermione and Ron. They’d disappeared without so much as a word to her beforehand, and though she had stayed strong in their absence, it had still terrified her. With so many deaths having occurred just months ago of students and staff alike, at Hogsmeade, now was definitely not the time to disappear without an explanation. Vaguely, Ginny registered a sense of betrayal and anger flare up before she banished it, forcing herself to focus on the words marking the textbooks before her. So much had been happening at Hogwarts this year, she couldn’t help but relate it to the chaotic mass of months her first year had been. Closing her eyes, Ginny took a deep breath, yanked a book from the shelf at random, and then turned around to seat herself at the dark brown table before her. Flipping open the book, she realized, with a frustrated little sigh, that she’d taken a first year Herbology book. Silently, she turned around, forced herself up, and replaced the book. After a few moments, she fingered out a book more appropriate and set it back on the table behind her. She then confirmed that it contained information about fanged geranium and then promptly shut it, placing her arms on top of it, followed by her head. She desperately wanted to go and seek out Ron, demanding an explanation for their disappearance, but she didn’t for the sheer fact that Harry had been gone too. She could almost convince herself to go to him, seeking answers, but was mildly fearful of his rejection. Her red hair had spilled out around her on the table, and through half-closed eyes, she stared at it. For a moment she allowed her mind to go blank and could almost feel exhaustion from thinking too much pull her under. Then, suddenly, she sat up smiled. She was allowing herself to feel self-pity, and she hated herself for that. Picking up the textbook, Ginny vacated the table and headed towards the librarian’s desk to take the book out. The whole way, her mind sporadically flickered between Herbology, Ron, and Harry. It always circled back to Harry though, to which she fought to keep a straight face. She hadn’t really ever given up on Harry, though within the past few years she’d taken Hermione’s advice to move on and be herself. Obviously, she had learned to relax more around the boy, but she simply couldn’t help that certain thump the always announced his presence within her chest. Biting her lip absently, she placed the textbook upon the desk, waiting to be allowed to leave. It wasn’t until Madam Pince gave her an odd look that she remembered students couldn’t check out library textbooks. They were resources, and therefore stayed within the library walls. Closing her eyes in silent inner rage, Ginny recognized her mistake and took the book back. She’d forgotten to bring parchment and a quill, thinking she would write the essay in the Gryffindor Common room. Normally this wouldn’t have been a problem if she hadn’t loaned her textbook to one of her friends, who’d lost theirs. Silently, Ginny slid the textbook back in place, making a mental note of the title so that she could come back later and find it again. After replacing it, Ginny turned and made her way outside of the library, all the while mentally raging at her own carelessness. The world seemed to fade into a blur around her as she allowed her thoughts to take over, making her way down the hall purely on instincts. She knew, subconsciously, where she was going, for she’d been to the fourth floor many times in her four and a half years at Hogwarts. Consciously, though, she found herself making a list of what needed to be done. She must go back to the Gryffindor tower and retrieve her materials, and then she must return to write the page-length essay Professor Echo had assigned them for homework. After that, depending on when she finished, she needed to seek out Ron, because she knew he, at least, could be tricked into revealing something. She hadn’t the heart to trick information out of Harry, and she knew it. The sun was setting fast, and Ginny then remembered the student curfew that would interrupt her plans. She had maybe a few hours before she would be stuffed back into the common room alongside all of her house-mates, making it hard to concentrate. Tomorrow was always an option, and an obvious one at that. For some reason, she’d nearly forgotten today was Saturday. Nearly everything seemed to slip her mind recently. As she continued to walk, her robe flowing gently behind her, Ginny completely missed another set of footsteps approaching her, her head slightly tipped down, her eyes on the floor. There was something to be said for heavy and distracted thinking, and it was this mindset that made her run nearly headlong into Harry Potter. hope this was okay! i'll get better with her |
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