Post by noel on Jun 14, 2012 17:38:50 GMT -5
Can you help me be a man?
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[/font][/i] have no idea what I'm going to write in here, I'll be honest. Mum sent this book to me completely at random, saying I needed to write my thoughts out. I don't know how much she knows but I have been having some issues as of late, mostly with my father, though I don't like to admit that aloud. Last thing I need is people thinking I have daddy issues or something. Only people who really know about Dad are Renee and Tyler, and the fact that even Tyler knows scares the crap out of me. I've thought about telling a teacher, but I don't know who to tell, number one, and it'd definitely get back to him.Renee has said she'll support me if I leave home after graduation but I don't want to leave her or Mum with him. Renee's only 15 years old, and I don't want Dad doing to her what he did to me. He wants us to join the Death Eaters, but I'm not a killer. I couldn't do that to my friends, especially Tyler. It would kill me to do anything to harm him.
There's many reasons I don't want to follow Voldemort, and my best friend is one of them. We met in first year and he's one of the few people I've really shared everything with. He was there when I got my first howler from my father. I couldn't betray him after all that. He's too important to me.
Okay, I have homework, so I'm gonna stop writing for now.
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[/color][/i]ove, NOEL[/center][/color]They can't break me as long as I know who I am
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