Something Has Changed Within Me - Oliver's Journal

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One of the downsides of getting shown once that you’re deceiving yourself, is clearly that you get absolutely paranoid. This is also the reason I’m starting this journal. I was never one for eloquently putting down my jumbled feelings, so don’t expect any grandness from me here. I just need to get to terms with a few things. When arriving back at Hogwarts, I felt so sure that this is what I want to do and where I want to be. The castle welcomed me back with open arms, just like I was not some random student in a thousand, but a dearly missed friend. It still feels good being there. The new position will take some time to get used to – actually I’ve been having a very interesting chat about that with another new teacher, Esme Echo – but it’s nothing I couldn’t handle within time.

So I thought. Until one of my first assigned tasks took me to a trip outside Hogwarts, to Diagon Alley and Quality Quidditch Supplies. A routine stack up call, done within an hour. So I thought. I didn’t know who I would be running into. Jamie Fraser from Pride of Portree and two of his goons. Yeah, call that awkward. I certainly didn’t want any conflict started, but they were on the warpath. It turned nasty pretty soon, and then someone else was drawn into it. Zelda Garrett, I remembered her vaguely from times back at Hogwarts. She always had this uncanny ability to get herself in trouble because she stood up for people and got involved into unpleasantries. Well, this time she stood up for me. Not that I didn’t like it, but the situation was less than favourable for us both. These lads are none to be messed with. They were about to pick on Zelda big time, when the day was unexpectedly saved by some random woman with her two children, a boy and a girl, who entered Quality Quidditch. We thought it was over then… but it wasn’t. They attacked again, some time later.

And now… I feel extremely guilty. Was it really right coming here? Wasn’t I being too rash? I didn’t want anyone to get in trouble because of this. I certainly didn’t expect them to overreact about my quitting. And yet, just this incident makes me glad at the same time that I’m not one of them anymore…

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