Post by draco on May 27, 2012 14:20:53 GMT -5
Hey Dad, look at me. Think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan?
Draco Malfoy is a fairly complex character nowadays. When he was younger he was the arrogant prick that no one really liked. His father and mother raised him on the belief of blood purity, and he always acted like it. For the longest time he always depended on his parents to provide for him, and make sure he had the best of the best. He never had to really do anything for himself. He was competitive and always tried to drag everyone down if it meant pride for him. But now because of his task, he knows he has to shut down compassion, and distance himself from others. He has to be more independent. Despite this majour change, he still feels like he let his father down because he has doubts about his new position as Death Eater. He wasn't as eager to become one as what he thought his father was.
[/font][/size][/i][/center]I try not to think about the pain I feel inside. Did you know you used to be my hero?
Friends. He seems to be pushing them away because of the pain he feels from the task, and he doesn't need them all to be hurt too. He feels remorse for what he's put the others through, and he doesn't want his friends to hate him or be killed. They used to be people he looked up to, since they all seemed so much nicer than him, though he'd never admit it, but not anymore. So Draco needs a good amount of friends. Maybe people he still talks to in the halls or in class. Maybe a few to add to his past. He doesn't take too well to mudbloods or bloodtraitors. Or anyone who isn't in the house of Slytherin.
[/font][/size][/i][/center]I can't believe it's hard, just to talk to you. But you don't understand.
Lovers. Draco was often the flirtious boy in Slytherin, though he had only gone out with one girl, and that was Pansy. But he knows he can't really get involved with anyone with what's at stake. He has to push his old girlfriend away, and probably break up with her, if he wants to be able to focus on completing his mission to kill Dumbledore and fix the vanishing cabinet. There will be times that he might look at girls, or wish he could ask one of them out, but he'll do his best to refrain from this for now. Because he doesn't think he could handle becoming attached to someone and then causing them to be killed off because he screwed up and endangered them.
[/font][/size][/i][/center]Because we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect.
Enemies. Draco will have plenty of these. Maybe some of his old friends will be enemies because they don't have the same views as he does anymore. Or pushing them away causes conflict. Pretty much anyone who isn't in the house of Slytherin, is a mudblood, is a bloodtraitor, or who will judge him because of what he is doing for his mother by being a Death Eater, is going to end up an enemie. Draco will have more of these than he will have of friends.
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